Wow. That is all I can say. I knew that I was way overdue for an update and when I started reading my first post tonight it hit me that it has been almost exactly a year since that was written and my life since then has changed so dramatically that it feels like years have passed.
Our town festival is next weekend, just like my first post. That is where the similarities end.
Now:
I have been sober now for over ten months. My husband and I have an entirely new relationship. We enjoy each other again. He makes me laugh. We no longer have this awful undercurrent of resentment lurking beneath the surface waiting to destroy us. I love him with all my heart and I cannot believe how far we have come.
C has been going out less too and even when he does he seems to come home earlier and be less extreme with his behavior. He calls more often and is more receptive to me when we are out. He seems to come home in the evening more often and does not always jump at the chance to leave. We even have had some weekend nights in.
We have not had a major fight since Christmas and that was when the hardest stuff was going on with us emotionally. It is seriously amazing how far we have come. We are now expecting a baby and are looking forward to the future. It is just crazy.
God has been working in our lives and I feel like my prayers have been answered. I am just so happy that we are still together and doing better than ever. God is great.
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